Well today I woke up and my body felt horrible so I laid in bed and next thing I knew it was 35 minutes into todays Special Wealth Activation Event and I was still feeling pretty rough so I ended up waiting for the replay. I was bummed but I definitely felt better and made dinner while I listened. Now I’m going to do the journaling since I stopped so I could do it after my dinner settled. For anyone who was wondering I made store bought cheese stuffed tortellini and fettuccine noodles for the pasta choice, seasoned up the spaghetti sauce, and also had unseasoned meat separately so it was choose your pasta night. Unless you are like me and my youngest daughter who prefer small helpings of a variety of foods.
What does it mean to be the creator of my reality?/What do I think it means?
I think it means that being a victim is a mindset just as much as being a victor. I think this means that I take ownership of all that is in my life and choose to be empowered by the “good” in my life and be equally as empowered in the “bad” because both happen for me not to me. I learn and grow from everything that happens in my life. I created these things in my life whether I attracted them or they resonated with my thoughts and actions or my higher self and or guides placed them there for me. I am empowered and put in power as the creator of my reality.
What do I want it to mean?
I want it to mean that I stop ignoring my inner child, my guides, my higher self, and my intuition. When I say ignore I mean don’t even notice or hear because I allow my mind and ego to take control of the wheel too often and that means I simply don’t hear or notice my spiritual side because I am not giving it enough space to come in. To clarify I embrace my spiritual to exhaustion but I don’t spend enough time in silence or a place of stillness for spirit to speak with me more.
I want being a creator of my reality to mean I spend more time sitting down and shutting up so spirit can join me. I want to reduce my mind so when I’m walking down the metaphorical sidewalk spirit can join me without having to walk in the mud.
