For today’s challenge I’m using the journaling prompts from Taylor’s “Heal your money blocks using your human design – Module 3” on YouTube.
MANIFESTORS:
What do I need to believe in order to feel more free around money?
I think what I need to believe is that I am connected to source in a financial way. I allow others to benefit and even myself to benefit from my abundance. I know I’m connected to source but maybe I don’t truly feel it or believe that I am connected to financial abundance.
I believe I am a conduit for money but much like pouring to fill others cup before I was full I think it’s the same for my abundance. Like I love being a conduit and giving but I’m stuck on not filling my cup up first. Well in the love department and the giving department I’m working on it. Like I had made it down to thinking I was damning up my abundance and had loads of blocks because abundance tends to be just enough.
Like most things in my past my theme was just enough and to raise my lifestyle just enough kept getting redefined on a higher level. I thought I had fixed this with believing in my worthiness in the now.
If I was to point a finger now I would think that it definitely is the fear that if I let source provide how will I know when to act and what to act on? I thought I was relaxed and had faith in source and I was providing a space for clients but I’m not 100% yet what that looks like as far as not trying to do too much.
I suppose then to shorten the answer perhaps I need to believe that I am to provide a space for clients to come to me and keep putting myself out there through YouTube and other efforts to attract clients. That is all I can do and the rest is up to spirit for they will provide. If there’s anything else for me to do spirit will let me know.
I feel free around money when I: Enjoy what I have, what I receive, and trust that what is for me will show up when I am ready.
