For today’s challenge I’m using the journaling prompts from Taylor’s “Heal your money blocks using your human design – Module 2” on YouTube.
MANIFESTORS:
1. What do you make money (or lack thereof) mean about YOU? (Your value/success/worthiness.)
I suppose that I feel like I’m not powerful enough or supported by spirit and that I’m not worthy enough to be successful in helping others on a large scale. I have spent so much time hiding my inner power and self from the world that I’m afraid to shine on a larger scale let alone a global scale. Maybe that’s why I’m so inconsistent on putting out YouTube videos being that they are available on a global scale.
2. What do you get from holding onto the beliefs you identified in Module 1?
I get to struggle, be safe, I get to be a big fish in a tiny pond.
3. How have you allowed yourself to be boxed in by these beliefs that you identified in Module 1?
In the past I allowed myself to be just good enough to get by hoping someone would see my potential and give the break I needed or take me under there wing and mentor me. Currently I know I am my own mentor or at least my higher self is. I am wanting to bring my power to this current version of myself but I’m not quite there. I’m still missing the piece of aligning myself with clients I want. I’m currently creating a space for theme so there’s that 🥰
As far as the limits of where I am living and the cars I drive I am working on getting my business off the ground and supporting us and then I can focus on reliable transportation followed by a new home. I’m okay with that though. As far as supporting others on a larger scale I’m right where I need to be in first taking on clients and then working on products and services I can provide in addition to coaching.
