For my journaling I’m starting with the question from our mini reading from a couple days ago where one half of us were to journal about questions dealing with what we’ve learned in the last few months or in this year surrounding lessons from the universe or what we’ve learned from the wealth vibe.
In the last couple of months alone I have learned that
- I had abandonment issues which also cause me to be afraid to abandon others even at my expense.
- I have learned that seeing everything as all good and understanding why I suffered abuse in my life and why the abusers did it might be a helpful thing but I still need to heal the wounds that were left.
- I have re-learned a lesson but on a deeper level so now I am okay with giving to myself first and best, investing in myself increases the value I give to others instead of taking away.
- To treat myself with the same love, compassion, and understanding I give to others I love. Especially being okay where I’m at now.
- That my scarcity mind set wasn’t so much around finances but it was around time and even deeper it was on thinking that I hadn’t done enough in the current.
- My abundance issues were actually around my blocks mostly.
- I have learned and done so much more than I realize and my need for growth and expansion isn’t from a place of broken or not good enough. It’s wanting to live my greatest life and wanting to help as many people as possible in as many ways as possible.
I guess this is enough journaling for tonight so I guess I will do the journal prompts from Taylor’s “Heal your money blocks using your human design- module 2.
