Today my body felt half asleep all day and no energy until around 7pm. I fell asleep at my apparently usual 2:30am and awoke at 9am. Then fell asleep again until after 1pm and couldn’t get myself out of bed till after 2pm. Strange day indeed but I let myself mostly rest till 7pm. I even had a 20 minute cat nap before then.
I hung out with my kids since my daughter is driving back to her home near Houston, Texas in a couple of days. I went to my office/closet area around 1am to hang out and relax some more till realizing it was after 2:30 am. I still needed to journal a little bit and then hit the hay.
Strangely relaxed day today, like I mentioned, but it was freeing. Well, after I gave up the struggle of forcing myself to not waste the day and instead to just relax and see where the day takes me. Of course relaxing was actually just hanging out on the couch with my family. Funny how sometimes when I let myself just be and stop defining being as not accomplishing something fruitful for the day is where things really get good.
