Today’s call was magical and eye opening. I am excited to really dig in to my illusions around money and my story related to money. I’m excited to figure out as much as possible and let go of that which does not serve me. Then, I can replace it with a story rooted in a more abundant or next level time line. That said I’m doing pretty good on the spending without guilt but still not being careless part.
I’m okay spending on a smaller scale as well. Still working on the abundance coming in from places that aren’t a job. Maybe I can focus on continuing to create a place for abundance and clients but from an excited expectation. Instead of a place of rushing or forcing so I don’t miss out or get it sooner.
Perhaps the slow down from spirit is also a sign to trust and allowing instead of an actual stopping or at a speed of crawl. Also maybe the in-between is a place of patience. Feeling the right time and place to act in spending, act in creating, or act in recognizing the right opportunity.
It can get scary right now as instead of focusing on the light at the end of the tunnel I’m focusing on the start of the next tunnel at the end of the light. In this case nearing the true leap of faith where I’m no longer relying on my savings. Especially since that cushion is running thin and I’m about to hit the ground running. Running with my business providing for me or I find something part time to make ends meet while I continue working on my business.
I choose to trust spirit and myself but, perhaps I can take the advice Taylor gave on the call and create a game plan for what I need to get through the end of next month. Worse case scenario having that backup parachute would help boost my confidence. So I can focus on allowing, executing, and without the what if it goes wrong. I can spend more time asking what if it goes right 🥰